wait american apparel has models of all sizes and they don’t even call them plus size

My entire body is coated in sweat it’s actually disgusting

And I had a really shitty eating day complete with stress eating and self-loathing…
I think the nice thing about raw (that I gathered from my 1 week experiment) is that it allows you to really listen to your body’s cues and understand hunger better without really being able to binge (it’s hard to binge on fruit).
So I’m of course going raw again tomorrow and for the summer hopefully :) Talk to me if you’re raw!

…to sleep. What is my life

And I already feel amazing wow. Who is a raw vegan? How do you keep it up? Hit that ask box~

so lately i’ve been trying to workout/run/eat because i want to and to make me feel good instead of going by my “rules”.
so i haven’t been pushing myself hard during my runs (well, they’re more like jogs…) unless i want to. but i’m actually improving! after not running for months during the winter i can now run a 9 minute mile again like nothing and an 8 minute mile with a little effort.
i’m eating when i want to, slowly learning that i don’t have to finish everything on my plate and that i don’t have to only eat at specific times to have a good eating day.
it’s taken so long to beat back disordered thoughts but i’m getting so much better.